Tiring day

My day started out with a quarrel with her due to some unforseen things happening i didnt blame her for i knew her attitude did change for the last few days.im sorry the things i have done to u for wat u r now.it hurts me to see her cry when i was with her cos i knew she care alot and misunderstand each others conversation.i didnt mean it and it jus slip my tongue to say somethings which shouldnt be said.knew she havent eaten so bought her fish soup cos tis few days i can see her craving for soupy stuff..i really did pay attention to all ur needs and care but maybe its not obvious enough for u to realise it.i hope u did eat the food i bought.time pass and the F1 race started,clinic was fill with many ppl and i have to step into the bar and help thru out the nite.it was really tiring cos i and my staffs were so tired since the last 2days of slam but still we made it thru and the sales was more then wat we expect even thou its a 1 for 1 drink thingy.didnt have time to msg her cos was too busy till i really cant cope with it at times.ppl were lie jus coming to the Bar as if we were giving free drinks like tat.time did past fast but i sweat and cut myelf during work.it hurst me the moment i saw her cry like tat cos i was the one to be blame for all the cause i made.customers were jus so happy thru out till at times i have to handle them and almost fight.the bar stocks were so fast finishing till i got to borrow from Lunar.no one wa there to help us as we have to fend for ourself tis is how selfish ppl are in life which i cant be bothered.tis is the first time we ever slam till the amount of sales have never happen b4 in Clinic.helping to faster pack up cos she was waiting for me and running a fever.soon as i finish i rush her to the cab and proceed home cos she is really sick tll she cant walk properly.reach home faster make her slp and continue my paper work and sales summary for terry cos he will need it later at the same time ordered my stocks and send it out.i feel very tired whole body is aching but life still got to go on.i really wan a normal life with her and make her happy not making her cry again and also hurting her using words that never should it be said.my hands are shivering cos of the dtons of 1 for 1 drinks i made.my eyes are really tired and rite now seeing her sleeping properly i feel at ease and wanna turn into bed and see her sleep so soundly.i really care for u alot and sorry to make u mad at times.didnt mean it.no matter how many times i say sorry it cant be cure but left a mark on u.later have to wake up and bring her for her checkup.i really need some rest now.sweet dreams my dear and hope u will feel better soon.

Love You,

Kenneth Chan(DEAR)