Day 9 Of Misery Without Her

Today is the 9th day,was actually Off today and tomoro but becos of wat happen recently im afraid to go on off cos i dont wan anything bad to happen to the outlet or my staff.its the first time on my off day that i went back to work,even though i'm abit surprise tat i will do it but if i dont go i dunno wat else to do at home or outside.step into work as usual by 4pm.run all kinds of errands cos of stocks coming in.after which i did all my paper work like sat there for hours doing it till nite before going dinner with them.Waited till abt 9plus when sacha and frens came down to find me and celebrate at Lunar.saw her talking to Ice didnt wanna bother her so i jus went over Helipad at Central to look for vikki and roger cos i have never been there before and wanted to see the place.To my expectation i do like the atmosphere cos its nice and chilling.went to the roof top and got a glance at clarke quay which was so beautiful.hope 1 fine day i can bring my love one there and view frm the top.Well,didnt spend a cent there cos they bought me a few drinks,Norman call and meet me at Helipad and we stay there for awhile,by the time i thought of going back 2 beer jugs jus came to our table and vikki was the one who buy us..seems crazy but a token of appreciation we eack drank another jug.damn full stomache feel like bloated..left there after that and proceed to Lunar to find the rest.Again started drinking with them i knew it at also bought sacha a Waterfall..haha..drank Martell and chivas the stench of it makes me wanna puke cos i have been drinking it for the past few years and really hate it at times.Left them for awhile to do some observation of Clinic i'm jus worried abt thme and my outlet cos i dont wish another incident to happen and they r still in the low mood season..trying my best to bring the team back to normal but i know it will take time.Receive a msg frm her telling me not to drink so much at that point of time it wake me up cos i dont wanna get drunk and make her come all the way to bring me home so i jus tyr to stop.try to entertain them as well as sms her.told her im fine and i dont blame her neither does she have to feel guilty.now wat i wan is to know her better and to see things further cos i dont wish to repeat the mistakes again.anyway did talk to Alan and nothing much really asking me y i come work.jus told him im afraid abt Clinic.know she going see Doc tomoro and hope everything is well,maybe at nite will be watching movie with her since i guess i never catch movie with her since wat happen..4bia will be the movie i guess both of us wanted to catch since the preview hope it will be nice and things will go fine too..well,im really tired since i havent really off since last wed till now been working like made and thinking like a mad dog.time for me to rest and really look forward for later in the evening.

Drink,Drank & Drunk,

Kenneth Chan