Sunday, June 28, 2009
Flying on a Jetplane
Looking at the brighter sight in life yet to no where at all.i know many things dont come easy in life which its hard to take it neither believe it.i wonder y am i so down in luck for 2009,things arent the way they are suppose to be or wat i wan it to be.well,i dont even know whether will i be able to hit my target this month it seems so near yet so far.im really trying my best to not anyhow spend my $$$ as well as smoke lesser then my usual self.hoping this year will end soon cos by then i know i would have clear abit of my worries like singtel and courts payment where i can start settling my others payments by then.i know its hard for u in a way not having $$$ and cant even go out and have fun.i feel so sorry but i cant do a thing.is it really me whos dragging you down with me??am i really a burden to you.really makes me wonder as i dont wish to see u agitated with me cos i didnt mean it the way i wanted things to be.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Worse Month that i went thru..
Well,i know theres up and down in life yet i feel so down this month keep on kana so many customers that dont buy,yet looking beside me my colleagues all selling like hot cakes.i really cant imagine is there something wrong with the way i serve them or is it becos i dont have the luck this month..i really wonder wats wrong???
Hpe this month end soon and im looking forward t next month cos i really given up hope as i cant even hit half my target and im left with 5days to chiong and its going to be to hard and stressful which only miracle can help me,well keep on telling myself to be strong and not give up easily but sometimes i really wonder whether am i really cut out for this job and career which i never tried before in life even u ask me this Question which i dont really know how to answer u cos i dont even have the answer within my heart.
Many things are in my mind yet i dunno how t deal with it at times and i dunno how to explain or tell u scare that u get angry or piss off.i will do a list for my next month expenditure so that i can see how much im left and where i really spend the $$$ at.i do really wonder at times is it a better idea for me to return home to stay so that u can save that $200 which u r giving ur family cos i feel that its a waste of $$$ to give them so much yet they dont appreciate yet keep on saying us which i really sometimes feel piss off yet cant show it out.Maybe we should sit down and consider cos this $200 we can save for rainy days.
I really wanna let u know its not that i never put in effort in my work but it diff from other retail cos things are much cheaper then wat im selling.70% luck 30% sales skill.which if a customer walk in with the intention to buy from u,the sales will be urs no one can snatch from u,yet if a customer walks in with a heart not to buy a thing wat ever u say he/she will irgnore u.another kind of customer will be no intnetion to buy but the way u talk makes it sound good then there will be 50% chance u may close the deal.Its really not easy and im really putting effort and i wish u to know that im really working hard.sometimes u ask for my sales i feel sad and at times piss off cos its not that i wish to have those kinda amount.
Dear i do really love u and hope u dont think that i change already cos in fact i dint change yet the lifestyle im living in change cos of work and also $$$ matters that change me.pls dont doubt me and never think tat i dont love u like last time le.
well i am counting this amount im getting next month-$1600/$100 from last mth as the less.so that i can plan properly wat i need to spend on.
1)Courts Bill-$400
2)Singtel Bill-$150
3)Kelvin Bill-$400
4)Anna Bill-$200
5)New HP-$250
6)New Shoes-$30
7)Top up Fare Card-$30
Total amount spend-$1460/- :(
Amount left to use -$240/- :(
Tats so much of my pay gone not even adding paying BANK yet.i probably got the answer in me already that i think i will be declaring bankrupt cos the amount is to great and i cant even fork out any $$$ to pay it,unless i can find a part-time job soon which i already started looking for it.If only the bank can delay my payments till SEPT2009 then i guess i will be rather loose in a way to pay them.hope miracle happens.
Seeing the pas i live with and the present now i am in i know i really did change alot in the way i see $$$ and spend it really wisely.u may think i didnt but in fact i do which only i myself will feel it others wont be able to see it.
Kenneth Chan will keep strong in fighting this war against $$$,cos i wont admit defeat so easily which is not my character.till the day i pay finish everything i know i wont enjoy my life and i really hope u understand wat im thinking.
Hpe this month end soon and im looking forward t next month cos i really given up hope as i cant even hit half my target and im left with 5days to chiong and its going to be to hard and stressful which only miracle can help me,well keep on telling myself to be strong and not give up easily but sometimes i really wonder whether am i really cut out for this job and career which i never tried before in life even u ask me this Question which i dont really know how to answer u cos i dont even have the answer within my heart.
Many things are in my mind yet i dunno how t deal with it at times and i dunno how to explain or tell u scare that u get angry or piss off.i will do a list for my next month expenditure so that i can see how much im left and where i really spend the $$$ at.i do really wonder at times is it a better idea for me to return home to stay so that u can save that $200 which u r giving ur family cos i feel that its a waste of $$$ to give them so much yet they dont appreciate yet keep on saying us which i really sometimes feel piss off yet cant show it out.Maybe we should sit down and consider cos this $200 we can save for rainy days.
I really wanna let u know its not that i never put in effort in my work but it diff from other retail cos things are much cheaper then wat im selling.70% luck 30% sales skill.which if a customer walk in with the intention to buy from u,the sales will be urs no one can snatch from u,yet if a customer walks in with a heart not to buy a thing wat ever u say he/she will irgnore u.another kind of customer will be no intnetion to buy but the way u talk makes it sound good then there will be 50% chance u may close the deal.Its really not easy and im really putting effort and i wish u to know that im really working hard.sometimes u ask for my sales i feel sad and at times piss off cos its not that i wish to have those kinda amount.
Dear i do really love u and hope u dont think that i change already cos in fact i dint change yet the lifestyle im living in change cos of work and also $$$ matters that change me.pls dont doubt me and never think tat i dont love u like last time le.
well i am counting this amount im getting next month-$1600/$100 from last mth as the less.so that i can plan properly wat i need to spend on.
1)Courts Bill-$400
2)Singtel Bill-$150
3)Kelvin Bill-$400
4)Anna Bill-$200
5)New HP-$250
6)New Shoes-$30
7)Top up Fare Card-$30
Total amount spend-$1460/- :(
Amount left to use -$240/- :(
Tats so much of my pay gone not even adding paying BANK yet.i probably got the answer in me already that i think i will be declaring bankrupt cos the amount is to great and i cant even fork out any $$$ to pay it,unless i can find a part-time job soon which i already started looking for it.If only the bank can delay my payments till SEPT2009 then i guess i will be rather loose in a way to pay them.hope miracle happens.
Seeing the pas i live with and the present now i am in i know i really did change alot in the way i see $$$ and spend it really wisely.u may think i didnt but in fact i do which only i myself will feel it others wont be able to see it.
Kenneth Chan will keep strong in fighting this war against $$$,cos i wont admit defeat so easily which is not my character.till the day i pay finish everything i know i wont enjoy my life and i really hope u understand wat im thinking.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
June sucks
June Sucks big time been working for the past 6 days and my sales is only $1.5k till date,wat the hell is happening man..i feel damn pathetic when u ask how is my sales and it not that i dont wish to do sales bt the problems lies with the customer whther they are willing to buy the diamond it all comes down to fate as in whether u serve the kind that will buy.left with 13days to hit my target which is left with $23k which i know its quite diffcult but no matter wat i going to put my best in.time is passing so soon and a major reshufflement is coming and i am really wondering where will i be going.next is my confirmation and i really wonder will i be confirm..today im late for work but i dont blame u cos its me who wanted to slp more which cos myself to be late if i would havewoken up at that time nothing will be wrong well let the matter rest and dont take it to hard k.i love u.:)
thinking of the past and the things we went thru its been 11mths already and i am looking forward fr our 1yr which i have never went thru a relationship that long.hehe even though its great singapore sale but its not working maybe ppl are jus buying more branded and electronic items then buying diamonds.no matter wats the turn out like tis end of the month i wont be depress neither happy cos i know that i did my best and wanna hope the following mth will be better at the new outlet im going too.as well as hoping the new colleagues i am going to work with will be good.
im going to slp soon cos i wish to have my full energy working tomoro cos i am working with that SJE for the 2nd time and who knows what the hell she going to test me tomoro.well in a few days time my traier will be going to give me a test in order i get confirm which is very crucial to me and hope everything that i learn and gone thru will put me to my confirmation
thinking of the past and the things we went thru its been 11mths already and i am looking forward fr our 1yr which i have never went thru a relationship that long.hehe even though its great singapore sale but its not working maybe ppl are jus buying more branded and electronic items then buying diamonds.no matter wats the turn out like tis end of the month i wont be depress neither happy cos i know that i did my best and wanna hope the following mth will be better at the new outlet im going too.as well as hoping the new colleagues i am going to work with will be good.
im going to slp soon cos i wish to have my full energy working tomoro cos i am working with that SJE for the 2nd time and who knows what the hell she going to test me tomoro.well in a few days time my traier will be going to give me a test in order i get confirm which is very crucial to me and hope everything that i learn and gone thru will put me to my confirmation
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Start of June 2009
Its June 2009 already,many things happen but its the past already and i have to live my life more fully each day cos time is running fast and i wanna be ahead of it not behind of it.i need to really find a part-time job to work on my off day cos i wish to earn more $$$ i know my current job cant support me much so its best to find another job to settle some $$$ issue as well.
Another new month and i muz chiong my sales again.i wanna be a top salesman in the diamond industry and ppl will look onto me and buy from me.i hpe this is a job that will make my career.
Went home and visit ah ma today and i can see she is getting old and weak i feel so hurt to see her like that plus she is getting skinny each time i see her.i hope everything is fine with her and i do wish to spend more time with her also cos she not young already and its time i show my respect and filial to her cos she was the one who brought me up all along i owe her to much that i know i can possibly be returning her much in my life all i can do is make her happy.
Im old enough and i know wat i need to do i cant drag things behind me for a life time i eed to piority them in order to look forward not stumble over the matter once it appears or come again.Wish me luck this month again and hope i can hit my target to bring more $$$ home.
Now another of my fren is getting married and i feel so fortunate for them.hope things g well in the future for them and i send my blessing to them..will be going for his wdding dinner next week.well will stop here and continue another day..
Another new month and i muz chiong my sales again.i wanna be a top salesman in the diamond industry and ppl will look onto me and buy from me.i hpe this is a job that will make my career.
Went home and visit ah ma today and i can see she is getting old and weak i feel so hurt to see her like that plus she is getting skinny each time i see her.i hope everything is fine with her and i do wish to spend more time with her also cos she not young already and its time i show my respect and filial to her cos she was the one who brought me up all along i owe her to much that i know i can possibly be returning her much in my life all i can do is make her happy.
Im old enough and i know wat i need to do i cant drag things behind me for a life time i eed to piority them in order to look forward not stumble over the matter once it appears or come again.Wish me luck this month again and hope i can hit my target to bring more $$$ home.
Now another of my fren is getting married and i feel so fortunate for them.hope things g well in the future for them and i send my blessing to them..will be going for his wdding dinner next week.well will stop here and continue another day..
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Ending of May 2009
Been awhile since i blog.Was busy with work and many things.At last i hit my personal target which is $17k but over do it with a total sum of $25k at this pint of time.Our outlet also hit not jus 100% but over did it by 135%.For this we will get more $$$ and im really proud of myself cos i have understand that not only can i do well in F&B industry but also in Retail Jewellery trade.At first i was afraid cos i kept thinking im not cut ut for this line but it really prover me wrong as long as u are well verse and with the knowledge there nothing can hold u down.
Rite now my biggest worry is You,Jasmine.im sorry for treating u like tis tis morning which i admit its my fault and also i was really in a daze and sleepy mood which wat i talk cannot be taken for cos i did not use my brain and think before i say.i am really sorry for this,due to the lack of sleep.i really wish have god times with u thru out not like this.thanks for the food this morning cos its send with love from u,dear dear i really love u and im trying to work even harder for $$$.i wish to faster settle all my debts so that u and me can have a better life together.
this 3 days study course was really hectic and so much homework to do.tomoro have to hand in already and yet i havent started cos i work till closing jus now but i was glad to work today cos i clinch many deals even though its only $3k plus in total but it took me only 8hrs to do so.Wat inspire my day was the last couple that came in and bought a pair of wedding band even though its less then $1.5k but still the signifance was there cos he was jus like me when i bought her ring and mine which we did not fight for price and paid in hard cash which the feeling will always linger in my heart.i promise myself 1 fine day i would wanna go back to how we were before going to shops and paying things in hard cash.Well,that customer will be coming back to buy another proposal ring 0f which i will recommend my destinee to them 0.5Ct a $7k plus which that guy is looking into and i know he will buy it plus he jus my age group which i really admire him.
Time is really catching up on me for my homework to be done and hand up tomoro plus course will be held at plaza Singapura and i wish to top the class again for wat i did the first day in class in role playing.i hope to see u tomoro cos i will finish at 5.30pm or 6pm there so that we can search for the ring that u wan to trade in.Dear Dear i really love u and never will i dont care about u.
Rite now my biggest worry is You,Jasmine.im sorry for treating u like tis tis morning which i admit its my fault and also i was really in a daze and sleepy mood which wat i talk cannot be taken for cos i did not use my brain and think before i say.i am really sorry for this,due to the lack of sleep.i really wish have god times with u thru out not like this.thanks for the food this morning cos its send with love from u,dear dear i really love u and im trying to work even harder for $$$.i wish to faster settle all my debts so that u and me can have a better life together.
this 3 days study course was really hectic and so much homework to do.tomoro have to hand in already and yet i havent started cos i work till closing jus now but i was glad to work today cos i clinch many deals even though its only $3k plus in total but it took me only 8hrs to do so.Wat inspire my day was the last couple that came in and bought a pair of wedding band even though its less then $1.5k but still the signifance was there cos he was jus like me when i bought her ring and mine which we did not fight for price and paid in hard cash which the feeling will always linger in my heart.i promise myself 1 fine day i would wanna go back to how we were before going to shops and paying things in hard cash.Well,that customer will be coming back to buy another proposal ring 0f which i will recommend my destinee to them 0.5Ct a $7k plus which that guy is looking into and i know he will buy it plus he jus my age group which i really admire him.
Time is really catching up on me for my homework to be done and hand up tomoro plus course will be held at plaza Singapura and i wish to top the class again for wat i did the first day in class in role playing.i hope to see u tomoro cos i will finish at 5.30pm or 6pm there so that we can search for the ring that u wan to trade in.Dear Dear i really love u and never will i dont care about u.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Hell of a week
Its the ending of the 2nd week of May 2009 and i muz admit i am damn broke already dunno whether can i last thru the last week till pay day.well this month i guess i got hell load of scolding and things to do at work plus studies too,lucky for me i did pass my exam but sadly is not wat the results im seeing into got 84/100.haizz try harder next time cos i wanna be top trainee as well as best in class.sales was god in the beginning but tend to go abit of course this week but trying to hit my target where i will get my full share commission cos this $$$ i need it.left 2k but still i wan more so that my comission will be more hungry for the $$$.
been quarrelling with her this week for reasons like care and concern which i do admit i did not care that much due to the stress and tiredness in work recently which im sorry that i neglected u.i hope u understand and i really do care in the heart even though i may not show out at times but i do deep down in me.i feel useless at times in front of u cos i know for this few months u r supporting me,that is y i took this job seriously cos i dont wish u to suffer for me and i wish to clear my debts in 2yrs time which is possible to make it.trying my best to do whatever i can in talking terms with the banks to give me a special price to return every month.sometimes im scare of payday cos i know its time to return al the $$$ i owe and i will nly left with 200 to 300 for me to spend wisely till the following month.i really need another job soon but have to wait till i confirm first b4 i start looking for another job cos i need that cash.
Dear i wish to tell u i really love u alot alot,i know ur temper can rise easily which is y i dont wish t agitate u.
been quarrelling with her this week for reasons like care and concern which i do admit i did not care that much due to the stress and tiredness in work recently which im sorry that i neglected u.i hope u understand and i really do care in the heart even though i may not show out at times but i do deep down in me.i feel useless at times in front of u cos i know for this few months u r supporting me,that is y i took this job seriously cos i dont wish u to suffer for me and i wish to clear my debts in 2yrs time which is possible to make it.trying my best to do whatever i can in talking terms with the banks to give me a special price to return every month.sometimes im scare of payday cos i know its time to return al the $$$ i owe and i will nly left with 200 to 300 for me to spend wisely till the following month.i really need another job soon but have to wait till i confirm first b4 i start looking for another job cos i need that cash.
Dear i wish to tell u i really love u alot alot,i know ur temper can rise easily which is y i dont wish t agitate u.
Friday, May 1, 2009
1St Day of May 2009
Today woke up early then usual went to have breakfast with darling cos long time never enjoy like that le plus pay day came so can pamper ourself alittle more since last month we went thru real hardship,went supermarket to get groceries for our daly needs after that we went home straight and i prepare for work.too bad cant join darling go chuanie there see our godson cos today is his 1st month anniversary..wish him healthy all the way.
Well,went to work and open the shop.which my first sales of the day was a surprise and a shock to me,little did i expect the couple to buy that 0.3carat diamond pendant which is another thing was it was a DESTINEE wan which from last month till now i wanted to sell it.Last month wasnt that great cos i only did $8901 sales in total which i find it really bad and i didnt make my 85% personal target mark jus short of that 10%..haizz
But i guess heaven is fair to me today cos that couple bought that diamond usual price was $5248 but after discount and give and take i sold it aat $4.1k..hehehe,it was a dream come true to sell it and it mark the start of my day which after that i did sold a gold bracelet worth $370 even though little but it counts and also a wedding band at $788.Total sum i did today was a total of $5258:) hope i can hit my target with such amount for the first day and im looking forward for the next 2 weeks cos ppl will buy Mother's day gift.that is where my sales can boom.havent told darling tis but i guess she will feel surprise and happy for me..At least this change of job marks that im not to bad in doing sales even though i come from a F&B industry background..I miss my darling and hope she gets the Coach job soon..
Well,went to work and open the shop.which my first sales of the day was a surprise and a shock to me,little did i expect the couple to buy that 0.3carat diamond pendant which is another thing was it was a DESTINEE wan which from last month till now i wanted to sell it.Last month wasnt that great cos i only did $8901 sales in total which i find it really bad and i didnt make my 85% personal target mark jus short of that 10%..haizz
But i guess heaven is fair to me today cos that couple bought that diamond usual price was $5248 but after discount and give and take i sold it aat $4.1k..hehehe,it was a dream come true to sell it and it mark the start of my day which after that i did sold a gold bracelet worth $370 even though little but it counts and also a wedding band at $788.Total sum i did today was a total of $5258:) hope i can hit my target with such amount for the first day and im looking forward for the next 2 weeks cos ppl will buy Mother's day gift.that is where my sales can boom.havent told darling tis but i guess she will feel surprise and happy for me..At least this change of job marks that im not to bad in doing sales even though i come from a F&B industry background..I miss my darling and hope she gets the Coach job soon..
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