Hell of a week

Its the ending of the 2nd week of May 2009 and i muz admit i am damn broke already dunno whether can i last thru the last week till pay day.well this month i guess i got hell load of scolding and things to do at work plus studies too,lucky for me i did pass my exam but sadly is not wat the results im seeing into got 84/100.haizz try harder next time cos i wanna be top trainee as well as best in class.sales was god in the beginning but tend to go abit of course this week but trying to hit my target where i will get my full share commission cos this $$$ i need it.left 2k but still i wan more so that my comission will be more hungry for the $$$.
been quarrelling with her this week for reasons like care and concern which i do admit i did not care that much due to the stress and tiredness in work recently which im sorry that i neglected u.i hope u understand and i really do care in the heart even though i may not show out at times but i do deep down in me.i feel useless at times in front of u cos i know for this few months u r supporting me,that is y i took this job seriously cos i dont wish u to suffer for me and i wish to clear my debts in 2yrs time which is possible to make it.trying my best to do whatever i can in talking terms with the banks to give me a special price to return every month.sometimes im scare of payday cos i know its time to return al the $$$ i owe and i will nly left with 200 to 300 for me to spend wisely till the following month.i really need another job soon but have to wait till i confirm first b4 i start looking for another job cos i need that cash.
Dear i wish to tell u i really love u alot alot,i know ur temper can rise easily which is y i dont wish t agitate u.