Start of June 2009

Its June 2009 already,many things happen but its the past already and i have to live my life more fully each day cos time is running fast and i wanna be ahead of it not behind of it.i need to really find a part-time job to work on my off day cos i wish to earn more $$$ i know my current job cant support me much so its best to find another job to settle some $$$ issue as well.
Another new month and i muz chiong my sales again.i wanna be a top salesman in the diamond industry and ppl will look onto me and buy from me.i hpe this is a job that will make my career.
Went home and visit ah ma today and i can see she is getting old and weak i feel so hurt to see her like that plus she is getting skinny each time i see her.i hope everything is fine with her and i do wish to spend more time with her also cos she not young already and its time i show my respect and filial to her cos she was the one who brought me up all along i owe her to much that i know i can possibly be returning her much in my life all i can do is make her happy.
Im old enough and i know wat i need to do i cant drag things behind me for a life time i eed to piority them in order to look forward not stumble over the matter once it appears or come again.Wish me luck this month again and hope i can hit my target to bring more $$$ home.
Now another of my fren is getting married and i feel so fortunate for them.hope things g well in the future for them and i send my blessing to them..will be going for his wdding dinner next week.well will stop here and continue another day..