Day 12..Will i see the Light

Day 11,Went to work and saw Greg(MOS) sit down talk to him regarding work and stuffs.Thinking of the debt im in and would wanna faster clear it cos i dont wanna be a bankrupt.Terry didnt came to work i guess cos never saw him the whole day.the night went thru quite fast and Angel and her fren came down to Clinic was surprise to see her cos very long long time never see her.she wanted a seat and Clinic found her a table and then order Mumm champagne btl sat down with them to have a drink and they again order a btl of Moet Rose.they waited for me to close before we proceed to Mos.Arrive there and had a bucket of Heniken and also jugs of Vodka Redbull.Someone one from another table spill redwine on my pants almost drag him out of there but didnt do so cos he apologise and offer me red wine.Drink then Drank till Mos close.Knew thet never had enough so ask me to go Living room to drink again..i was like wow..sooner or later sure gone case but never care cos i jus wanna have fun.Took Angel car over went to the Carpark and saw her new Alfa Romeo Coupe.i knew she comes from a rich family so didnt really wow at all cos she been changing car often.by the time i reach Living room saw my ex staff and frens there enjoy with everyone drank jugs of Tiger beer which really suck cos i didnt really like beer.but play 5-10 lost quite many times and i knew my head was spinning.Angel was like helping me drink alot also..try to stop her from drinking cos she is driving party till 6.30am before leaving there straight away knock out when i enter her car..Wake up saw her sms and called me and i know something wasnt rite but guess she misunderstood already no matter how much i explain she will never forgive and forget but nothing happen btw us.i know my mind is still in a blur state and having a bad hangover.Well got to end here and i know she is angry and upset abt me wat else can i do to make her mine i really have no ways out cos she laready Hate me but i swear i never say much about our things neither abt the Blog.

Regards,

Kenneth Chan