Day 17..Care & Concern

i guess i speak my mind out to herafter she woke up in the afternoon,didnt get much of slp cos i was thinking many things and looking at her slping talking to herself while she doze off.it may seem cute but for me cant slp till 12plus.fina;;y doze off and woke up at 3pm which i know im tired but got to prepare for work..everything between us is fine back to normal after saying out.jus dont wish her to drink again cos she got kidney problem plus her health is not in a good condition.during work there were many regular guest which cam down to drink had to drink with them cos i made them all spend alot.find myself like a girl cos keep changing table drink with them but i did control my limit.everything was smooth till closing jus tat had to entertain all my guest make them happy.after tat they brought me to MOS to continue cos Clinic close at 3am today.after which i thought of waiting for her but she was in a meeting so didnt wanna bother her went with them to have supper at river valley.after which they send me home.hope her meeting will end soon and she can come home rest cos i feel she v.v.tired and not feeling well..im also very tired le cos didnt sleep much yesterday.saw her shivering jus now at Yue entrance but i cant do a thing feel abit down cos i see her suffer but vant even help.after all tis misunderstanding btw us i tend to realise wat true love and giving and forgive and forget.would like to see improvement in tis r/s.do hope she give herself and me some confidence cos i would wish to ripe the fruit together.Dear,i love u for who u r and not wat u r.well time for me to lie on bed hope too see her later when she open the door with a smile to welcome her home.

Confidence,

Kenneth Chan(DEAR)