Friday, September 26, 2008

Facts and Truth of Life

Had a great 2days of OFF after a long weekend,many things happen like Ayu going for F1 and other stuff.didnt wanna bother much cos i think its not necessary for me.wat i concern more rite now is my personal life and her which makes me really need to care more and understand her better due to many mishap recently.day 1 off,went to pet farm continue by going ikea and also Giant supermarket.was enjoyable cos many happy and silly things happen there with her and eddy.went home early to rest cos she not feeling well.which i guess we both slp very early since being together.day 2 Off went out aroung 4plus brought her and eddy again to jln jamal which is a peaceful place like holland village or can i say serangoon garden,ate dinner there as well as dessert at Hagen Daz.after which went home early but things happen at her place which we rush down and settle it b4 heading home again.on the way talk about many things which i guess are sensitive issues in life but she jus dont get it cos i really care for her future and mine.she may think i think alot but without a goal in front u are jus heading no where and aimlessly..life is short and very fragile every step we take is a step tat change our life.i really wish to see u happy and have no worries in life abt anything.know its a quick to say tis much but would really wish things will jus goes on fine btw us cos i really dont wish either of us to the acting good jus be frank and honest towards each other if not a relationship like tat will never last long.know u dont wan me to worry ur things but the ways u do things really care for other but never ever think for urself.frens are everywhere but many will never go thru hard times with u.u need the care and concern but not from a bf kinda things but have u ever feel anything for me since we patch back cos i think tis Qs really lingers in my heart??i know it not easy for u to say cos everytime we talk business u will always be there in a silent mood which makes me wonder wat u thinking and how am i going to understand u when u dont raise a thing.try to open ur doors into ur heart in order i will know more as well as give trust and faith and confidence cos u lost all tis in me and the ppl around u which make me even down in a way went will u be there like before.i really wonder cos u need to think positive in life which also there are always 2 sides to look into a matter whether u choose which one please dont regret cos we cant turn back time.you are still young which i guess some things i say may not suit ur liking but to bad cos i would rather say to let u realise it then keeping u in the dark.know u very tired le try to slp well,sweet dreams and let nature takes it path then trying to change the way of it.

Emotions,

Kenneth Chan (DEAR)