Day 13..Understanding

Day 13,Had a Big quarrel with her but didnt mean it cos all i wan is to make her understand somethings and not to insult her neither bring anything up,i'm really foolish at times cos i didnt know she wait for me till 12pm.many things we do for each other we didnt know and expect to be appreciated.All i say is jus to make her realise how cruel tis world is,time past slow thru out the day and Clinic was like never ending pack ppl jus came in and sat down for drinks.Damn piss off with Lunar Management,wanted to inter bar transfer 2btls of Vueve Brut cos i ran out and my customers wan it.cant they make the fucking decision??ask me to call Charles,Eric or Terry in the middle of the nite regarding tis small matter which i find stupid cos its already 1am and call them on their off day to disturb them?I swear from today onwards im not going to borrow anything from them and hope they stay a clear path from Clinic cos watever they wan i will do the same back.Wanted to have a heart to heart talk with her but she was tired so didnt wanna waste her time and effort.make it on another when she is free and feel like talking.she msg me when i reach home and tell me tat something happen and she really piss off told her to calm down and not bother cos it wont help much try to understanf her and give in to her cos she is tired and temper will rise easily but i guess she didnt see it that way in return she told me i wasnt understanding wat she going thru?Asking myself wat can i say to her or do for her?work is always like tat u will face problems at times and some are really shitty or fuck up.but wat for put to heart all the way once its over its over put in ur heart makes u feel worse and things cant be undone.Next time the person come back try to be careful.i dont mind u giving me attitude neither temper cos its part and parcel of life to be with it and grow up with it.i have to stop here got to rush to office and after tat work.dont worry if u dont wish to see me cos i'm going to work jus talk to Ah-ma or something..understanding someone is not easy there are many ways and means to use and to apply in order that is rite and the person wanna hear it.

Forgiving me,

Kenneth Chan