Wednesday, February 4, 2009

The way you are now

The way you are now really change completely..Still the same there is no trust in me,how can you take it this way that only you can talk to guys but i cant even talk to girls.think you should really reflect back.i gave evwerything to control all my $$$ yet when last time u got a debt of $400 out there i clear and didnt ask u back but since u wanna make it clear that all my debts have to repay u for watever u help me pay i will say no problem..i will pay u back every little single cent.Wanna go out jus like that after so many sms with dunno who.did i say a thing or did i jus keep quiet not wanting to pick a quarrel..cant bring me along or think you wont be the one enjoying when im there..i really give in to all your needs at times..you want this want that i have to get if not buy have u ever thought about me then thinking of the ppl beside u or yourself.i try my best to do the best.once i was loaded with cash and live a good life now tat im poor i try to control all my needs and balance my life out by not spending too much..jus took a $10 from the dog and was being say till like fuck.cmon i have my diginity i did put in $$$ to the dog as well..think about it dont keep on telling me break up or cool down if you love me respect me abit more treat me abit nicer..this is wat i wanna say to you.i dont wish to see you come home with alcohol smell so strong crying telling me there wasnt fun and things like that i just wan u to be a good wife to be to me..i really wont leave you and i hope u cant rally change in time to come cos i dont wish you always to be trouble by things im here to share with u no matter wat even tou i may not solve ur problem at least i know wats wrong and where can i start to comfort you.its been 7 months being together and if i really leave you it would be done long ago not now..i wish to see us happy and faster settle all stupid debts i have.pls keep your promise to me cos i really wish to see u change abit better can le.i really love you but it hurts to see u like that at times