Time Change Surrounding Change Ppl Change

I truly understand how i feel after yesterday,you may think its nothing but to me it hurt me deep.Shouldn't stay over your place last night if not all this wont happen.Ever thought how many times have i been thrown at home alone??how does it feels to wait that mere 5 to 6 hrs or even if i dont wait and i fall asleep it still the same cos u will worry for the other party as in whether anything would have happen and other reasons.I think its more than enough for both of us since we cant give in neither meeting the timing as well.i guess this is another form of respect to u if i were to do that.i really slept and woke up at 7am thought u would be home but didnt got to see u which make me worry call u never answer then i had no choice but to call Linda and she answer telling me she drop you off from the taxi which make me rush down jus to see wether you are alright but i cant see u which made me wonder what a lie she make when i try to call u many times but u never answer so whats going on..i really confuse being as someone who care yet get this kinda treatment isnt nice when a guy hang my call the first time i call and u pick up telling me your hp not with u and u having breakfast.i guess its really enough that i may not spare a thought at gambling but have you spare a thought for me???need not try to make amendments cos you will never change clubbing is ur favourite and i wont stop u neither the ppl u go out with cos i find it a waste of effort as in i really try my best ask urself how many times have u done it..Take Care..