Sunday, February 15, 2009

Tomorrow is the Day

In another few hours i will be leaving this home i call which is our so call temporary love nest.It hurts deep in my heart but i guess this is the best option for both of us to think and to make things better.I feel sad but still i hope you can be independent in a way to take care this love nest when im not around like what you say i will only stay over during ur off day if let say you are not going out,hope ur parents wont ask much about it maybe jus tell them im slogging with my job thats y i seldom come home.I know i made alot of empty promise to you and it somehow sadden you in a way which been going thru my mind.I regret myself for being like that and i feel sad,will do it or not its up to my will and mind set which i will write down everything i say to you and slowly accomplish it as time goes by.i will make amendments to myself and not letting it fault me again as well as being a better person in life so that i prove myself worthy towards the society as well as to you and myself.I still have a long journey ahead which there will be many upcoming difficulty that i will face but im willing too cos i am answerable to the mistake i made and whether will it work out well or not i will still swallow it down,maybe one day i will be able to head up and be proud of what i went thru during such harsh times.As for you i know you will be going to be miss badly as well as you will feel uneasy but no matter what im there jus a call or sms and i will certainly be there for you.please dont keep things to yourself and hide it from me maybe you may think im busy and dont wish to disturb me but still there will be time to spare and most of all in my heart there is a special place where you belong and no one can take over it.I will miss the precious moments that we once had and during this transition time i can only think about it till the day,i prove myself.Dear dear,take care of yourself and i will miss you very much.

Yours Truly,
Ee Fat Ass Aka Fatty Bom Bom