Have to work harder than Before

Times past and i know i have to work extremely hard for the $$$ i owe and time to really wake up my idea.i have been thinking of how to earn $$$ fast but never thought of how to earn $$$ the rite way using hardship as a tool in my life.May this lesson will be a stepping stone for me not to commit all this mistake in life as well as let me taste the feeling of hardship.i wont mind wat ppl are going to say or gossip about me cos i know i wont run away from my mistake and im willing to work harder to repay every thing i owe.its going to be a long road ahead till i clear all this stuff,even if i have to eat lesser slp lesser work more and not going out or buy things i dont mind.but hope wat i told you,you will remember and be more positive about life and work things out for urself and me as well.every penny i spend will be a a secong thought from today onwards cos i wish to faster and shorten my time frame for better purposes in life that i look forward to with.i may be foolish in the way i do but its the past and dont wish the matter to be brought up neither fault urself.time is clicking and there are many things waiting for me to start doing.all i know i feel sorry for the ppl around me that i let down and especially myself.i will use my hands to clear all this mess i created.watever plans i made for the coming year have to be postpone,i will not want anything from anyone during this period of revival round cos i dont wish u to spend anything on me cos i got watever i need already.i want u to save up watever $$$ u earn.and really look forward u and linda doing ur clothes thingy online..other then tat i will not make any plans.u may seem that im alrite this few days but deep down im thinking of how to solve and work things out.im sorry that my facial expression cant tell u cos i dont wan u to feel worry or stress about all this.thats y in front of u i am so call happy but behind of me feels alot of sadness and worries which words jus cant express out from me.as long as i breathe and my limbs are functioning i will jus do watever i can.Will u be there for me and go thru tis period of low down season...tats all i ask for leading a very very simple life with no worries and only happiness truly understanding wat life is all about and y did man kind have always ups and down..thanks for everything u given me my dear..i love u,with all my heart.

With faith
Kenneth Chan(DEAR)