You are not Another Girl In MY Life

Been few days since i blog again busy with things,started betting soccer again jus won $200 to survive the week till pay day if not i dunno how to survive at all.i hope to win more so that i can clear my debts.dear im sorry for gambling but tats the only way to clear and give us a future if there is one.cos like wat u say u got a choice to leave me or to stay by me..but all i can say you are not another girl in my life but the one i love from the day i knew u till the day i die.it may seems easy to say but its the truth in my heart.trust is slowly build upon like even now i believe u cant trust me fully too.i dont think we are complicated its jus that you think too much abt earning $$$,give urself sometime cos u are still young earning is amount now is really better then many ppl ur age.as for me im 24 and my income is really low jus imagine u lose me by abit only..$$$ cant earn finish one and when u rush to do things jus for seeing the money come in the faster it will crumble.its the same meaning as the faster u climb the faster u fall.hope you understand this,im not saying u cant do it but learn the basics before going further.i know you can have alot of suiters better then me out there thats why i count myself lucky to have u..which is why i treasure you alot maybe not to the extend of what u wan.lookiing at the LV bag u wan i know its hard for me to get it for u but i will slowly save $$$ to buy it only if u are able to wait.i really wish to give u the best but i know it will never make u feel enough cos girls are always girls.even though i never get to see u much often but i wanna treasure every moment spend with you..i really hope 1 day we can go see dentist then book car theory and repair hp and batam trip and see HDB flats together may i wish to see all this in the present or near future with u but its all in ur choice now.but i kenneth chan yi long have never met any other girls being with you for the past few months cos i believe in the relationship and dont wish to spoil it.Fatty Bom Bom,i hope now u will understand me.