Happy Chinese New Year

I guess every year chinese new year is getting bad to worse maybe in 10 year down the road ppl may not celebrate already.been working thru chinese new year and had many tiffs with her for no reason at times but no matter wat as a couple we should give and take at times.yesterday after sending dear dear to work went out with a couple of frenz to wach the show (PUNISHER)..was quite action pack but the movie was very gory,i guess if i bring u go watch sure u will vomit wan..haha,after that went down jackie house play mahjong and BAN LUCK(21).doesnt seem very well for the start cos maybe dear dear still at work so didnt play very big jus started with $5 all the way..lost about $20/- after that play mahjong still no win no lose till dear dear come then play till 7am in the morning so long never enjoy till early hours le..but we lost about $150/-.Well,got win sure got lose the so take it easy today 2nd day will whack them till they pay me my $$$ and double up..hahaha,i really didnt mean to say u in the morning but hope the matter rest cos it takes time to change my bad habit no saying ppl if can pls slay my mouth if u think i was bout to say but pls..(not so Hard laaaa).you say i dont update my blog but was really busy recently and didnt have time to do it..not saying i dont wan or forget my promise dear dear..i hope u can curb ur temper abit cos dont u find urself exploding at me very easily now adays for jus the smallest matter as well..not saying im complaining or wat but can you jus protect me abt more from ur relatives cos u should be there not letting me go out and stun everyone by saying wat(Hi..im kenneth,jasmine bf nice to meet u all)is this wat u wan me to stun them..hahaha i really wish things will change alittle cos i dont u to get mad with me for little things cos like that u will grow old faster..:P dear dear i know you worry about the $$$ but i will tell kenneth mself not invovling you.other then that i will be very thifty from today onwards as long as you can safe keep all the money will do le then maybe per day $10/- if i need transport $$$ hen ask from u lol..dear dear now i leave all the $$$$ issue to you and u will help me see it k..i love u

Turning Over A New Leaf

Its time to do the neccessary adjustment in life cos i cant go on like this forever making you worry on the time abt me making u feel that i dont care or love you anymore.but to the fact i really love u more and care for you too.its been a few weeks which i know i let you down due to the soccer which i pay more attention to but now all this is gone and i will have to step up and lift my head high up to continue this journey ahead i know its not easy but im still young and theres still a long way for me,if onl ppl were to give me time and chance to prove that i can do it.at least all tis stop and we dont get to quarrel over this things everyday in life.i really wan the best of us.time past and you may think my heart for you have change but i can say that i never change at all.6months already and till the future it will never change.i really dont understand at times when i call u,either u talking on the phone that cant answer or you will jus answer and tell me stright and direct call me back later but you never call me back it makes me wonder whether will you ever remember that i call you and how important am i to you.like today for example.i dont wish to make matter worse so i jus waited for your call but still never call back and i wonder is your job so busy to call me??you tell me play badminton and swimming im happy in a way but will we ever do that will be a very big ??? to me cos i never did that with you before and will it happen wil be another thing.hope it will 1 day,like you always tell me actions speaks louder then words and i will always remember that.nowadays i got nothing to llok forward to cos even payday comes i know i have to clear all my debts.just looking forward to see you after work or off days spending together.i wonder in my heart am i a burden to you know cos to be frank i lost everything in life where i have to start all over again which i have to depend on you moreover to support me.for this coming year and i really dont wish this to happen,i feel so depress in myself that i can do anything for you and making things worse in a way.im sorry but i know you are numb with the word i say.but there isnt anything else i can put in a way to make u smile again.maybe what you say is rite if only i can fill ur heart with love again...hoping hings will change after all this shit that hapen on me.

$$$ days

Thinking of our thailand trip thinking about ur health which worries me too.yesterday Off went to Singapore Expo Tattoo Convention Fair to find jordan cos he wanted to finish my tattoo for me on the spot with so many ppl there walking.paid cover charge to enter which is $18 per person but no free drinks..sure the organizer earn like mad lol..well,still early so walk a few rounds before we went next door john little sales..hahahaha,bought sone bras and underwear and a specs which my dear love it plus its FREE..hehe good minds think alike..
After which went back to tattoo hall cos i was thinking have to start putting cos it will take 3 hrs but sad to hear from jordan he got walk in guest wanna put so $$ muz always come first so didnt put went Orchard rd meet er sis walk walk then went to COACH to see her bag but they dont have the ones that was in the internet which i find it weird..haizzz wasted the trip..walk around till dear dear say she tired so brought her home to rest till almost 10pm then we went out for dinner.
Had the Fish Steamboat at Kovan there..it was not as nice as the first time we eat so didnt bother much after eating we jus walk off..haha like hongkong gangster like that lol..never pay any $$$..well brought dear home and had a early night till 5plus in the morning cos she was coughing badly and her heart is week..plus she is hungry...say i make u like a pig bt u urself wanna eat so muc de..pls dont blame me..lol after which she came home and is sleeping till now..dear dear im awake and waiting for u to bring me out to walk walk buy new year clothes..:)

Happy New Year.

been awhile since i blog and so many things happen during the new year..Cafe Del mar Year end party is fun now waiting for 2yr anniversary on th 17 sat of Jan09 then Chinese new year coming le..hehe that day went out with dear pass by saw 1 trolley got $1 in it so push back trolley for NTUC and to get that $1 early in the morning 6am make me laugh..haha in the end that Ntuc dont use trolley one so kana rejected by the staff..but after that day this few days keep on quarrel with dear for many things like soccer and $$$..hope things will change better..dont wish her to be sad or angry jus wan my darling to be happy with me..hope can buy her the coach bag that she like alot and promise to control my soccer betting..i really love her very much and wish to go Bangkok soon with her lol..